Can drugs be THIS good?
If you haven’t lived it you won’t understand the ecstasy I am feeling.
There’s no instant hit here, the build-up is slow, even tedious. Should I even be doing this? Then…ecstasy!
I live for this rush. I am high, mainlining on adrenalin.
I love this. I can’t give it up.
Blinking through lights I see a blur of faces, hear applause, a roaring empyrean. For me. My camera eyes record each detail. I want to remember everything so that I can relive the thrill, the high.
But I never can. Not until the next time.
Written by Peter Larsen
Peter is a secondary teacher at Traralgon College in Victoria, Australia.